Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." http://bebeijk.blogspot.com/
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Friday, August 12, 2011
Welcoming Baby Leanne to Our Family...
Inside the preparation room, I've got my personal doctor and
nurse who look after me cause I'm a special case for them so I need to be
watched everytime. By then, doctor checked me again and said I had open to 7cm.
That time is at 9am and she broke my water tube inside my tummy so that I can
feel the contraction and injected me. After that, doctor asked me to
transferred to the delivery room and that time I feel very nervous and excited
also. Nervous, scared because I don't like pain and excited because baby will come
out anytime.
I can feel the contraction every each 3 minutes and I keep
on praying and talking to our baby Leanne to be cooperate with me during the
delivery but still I can't stand with the contraction and is really painful. It
hurt until 10am I screamed and asked for doctor help. I told doctor that I
don't want to delivered in natural way and I wanted to do caesarean at once but
doctor advised me that natural way is better than caesarean. That one of course
everyone knew that but I really can't stand up that kind of pain. For those who
are not mother won't know the pain.
At the meantime, I remembered my colleague, Nancy who also
delivered in natural way on March this year to a baby girl said she stand up to
12 hours contraction and I keep on telling myself that I too can do it but I
just can stand until 12pm and doctor said I just open to 8cm. I really can't
stand the baby contraction and force to push her out. Doctor feel surprise and
said they can see the baby's head already and asked the nurse to be well
prepared for delivery.
Nearly 10 people includes doctor and nurse watching my
delivery cause they scared that my previous scar will effected my delivery.
Doctor consulted me on the baby pushing and push the baby if feel any
contraction but don't keep on pushing cause will make myself feel tired and
exhausted. So I just relax first until the contraction comes I use all my
strength to push my baby girl out. I make my try for at least 5 times and at
last our baby Leanne comes out.
By then I felt like I lost my big watermelon inside me, and
my whole body felt very tired, lost my strength, no more energy even adjusting
my body to a better direction on the bed. Doctor was very happy and
congratulated me on my new born baby girl. They said she was very cute and
lovely. I saw nurse taking baby Leanne to the cleaning room to clean her up and
my part haven’t finished yet. The nurse helped me to exercise my stomach and do
the sewing part.
After that, the nurse transferred me to the Class 2 Wad
together with baby Leanne and hubby too. I knew that whole the delivery
progress hubby is waiting outside the delivery room cause the nurse advised him
that he cannot go inside to watch me. Too bad.. But luckily everything is going
well.
So tonight I’ll be staying together with our baby Leanne. She’s so sweet and lovely. Just like her big brother, Karson Lau.
So tonight I’ll be staying together with our baby Leanne. She’s so sweet and lovely. Just like her big brother, Karson Lau.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
On my way...
Today is my
due date of my pregnancy. Is 40 weeks 6 days already. Wah.. The time really
flies but my baby girl inside my tummy still don’t want to come out. I think
maybe she loves staying inside my tummy cause can eat lots of things and is
warm inside. Haha.. (kidding)
Well, I
went to Government Hospital,
Sarikei this morning at 11am and do
checking on my baby girl. Everything is alright and her heartbeat is good.
Doctor named Rafidah came and do scanning on her and doctor said my baby girl
is estimated 3.8kg. Oh my.. I’m shocked
and surprise cause I can’t believe that my baby girl so big. My first
baby boy just 3.2kg and I can’t delivered in natural way. So did u think I can
make it this time by natural birth? I can’t guaranteed and doctor also advised
at the same time whether I need to do caesarean or natural birth. Doctor scared
that my previous scar will effected the baby progress when she wants to come
out but I really need to try cause until now (my two times pregnancy) I didn’t
even feel being a ‘mother’. You know what I mean.. So I’m going to have a try..
After do
the scanning, Doc Rafidah write my report and do some calling to Sibu
Government Hosp. Then Doc Rafidah asked me to admit into Sibu Government Hosp
cause the facility and services at there is better than Sarikei here. Doc said
not too rush cause I still didn’t have any pain on my tummy. So I went back
together with my hubby and little Karson.
Arrived
home, I make sure my baby boy take a nice sleep first. I’m going to miss him a
lot cause we (my baby boy and I) didn’t even separate for a day before. Without
his voice and his naughtiness, I really miss him much and by the way I don’t
know how many days I’m going to admit this time.
So we
(hubby and I) went to Sibu at 6pm after took our dinner at home. Arrived Sibu, we straightly went to the
hospital and I did the registration part first. The nurse helped me to register
and Doc Robert do my scanning on my baby and so do Doc Sharifah. Both of them
consult me first and asking my opinion on my delivery whether choosing
caesarean or natural birth because they said the baby is quite big and is a
risk to choose for natural birth but still can try it on.
Well, I
guess I can try it on then because until now I still don’t even try to be a
mother yet, meaning I never been natural birth before. So that night I’ve been transferred
to a Class 2 Wad that is fully air-conned inside a room because of my hubby who’s
working with the government so is specially service to his family who admit in
the hospital but unluckily hubby cannot companied me that night cause is the
hospital procedure not allowed so that night hubby drove home to our hometown,
Sarikei and look after our big son, Karson.
So that’s
for tonight. Hopefully I can delivered tomorrow. Wish me good luck…
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